woke up at 930am jst now. had been slacking in front of the com for an hour. today working in the afternoon shift 3 to close. today is the last day of 2005. gonna to blog all of memories on 2005 tmr? provided i have tym. haaLOL. tonite how am i going to countdown. maybe going to meet t/ng to see firework at the durian. see how first as she might be meeting her mrs tan. haaLOL. tats all. going to take a nap and meet hanbin for lunch later. cos i'm passing him the receipt for his cheesecake. how i wish to have one. haaLOL.

HUIYING-i'm feeling NUMB. broken into pieces. .
even if the heart is broken, it will continue to beat...is it true?

28th DEC 2005
the day where my uncle ROM. haa. first tym in my life seeing ROM. can say me mountian turtle. i don mind. haa. i tot the ceremony will be a bery serious. in the end is super funny. i was the camera girl. i was lik "ehh. wait wait wait." cos i need to take photo. haaLOL. once i step into the room i was asking my uncle whther i need to take foto of tat guy holdin the ceremony. haa. the guy was really funnie. all were luffin at me all the way. got one setence made me luff lik mad. here it goes " in govt rule, it only allow one guy and one lady to get ROM." i was luffin norx. haa. yeah. after the ROM was photo taking session. after tat, went to grand plaza for dinner buffet. the food taste not bad. =) my broken heels that was glues broke again. sad="(. so went to funan IT mall to get slipper. quite nice. sumore bery cheap. haa. after tat was HOME SWEET HOME!

TODAY. morning shift.went to meet up my dearie for break and work was fine. yeah. got scared by weihao. while i was walking back suddenly got one person say "wahz. you walk so slow" den lunch was nice. haa. knock off at 7. rot inside staff room. cos i meetin cow at a later tym. knoe wad. he was late! 40 mins late! budden lucky mr yeo saw me. he came and tok to me. haa. yeah. meet up wibb cow. he pop out while i was drinking water. almost become merlion. haaLOL. den went to ask MRT uncle to change notes for us. pass him the present. finally! haa. so cute can. budden the ginger bread man super ke lian! half body broken den
the leg oso break. haa. so sad.

took train back to hougang. den listen to his MP3 and tok nonsense. luffin all the way. on the way home sth sia swuay happened. he go pull his big big earpiece's wire den the earpiece rebound on my ear i shouted OUCH loudly. the whole mrt took at us. super ps norx. both of us was lik looking down and luffin. LOL. went to meet hanbin to get money oso. yupp. anyway the batt is return. i quickly throw the batt into huis bag while he was changing for notes. den on train he was lik. ehhh. did i gibb you the batt? haa. i jst say. is inside. haa. den he insist tat he wan to check the box for serial number. mad cow. LOL. budden tat journey home was the best of the day. haa. yeah

tmr working from 3 to close. meetin up wibb t/ng for lunch. yaeh. gonna tell her alot of funnie stuff. haaLOL.

here to blog. gonna to blog sth on ytd cos i forgot to type. haa. got 3 lil'll cute kids came to the shop. one girl 6 yrs old, one boy is 7 yrs den the other lil'll boyboy is about 11 months plus. was chattin wibb the girl as i was doin the entrance. den she told me her name. she said rachel and i heard it as wei cheng, and she was luffin at me sia. haa. after she walked out she came back to say bye bye to me aklot of tym. haa. so cute. again, i chat wibb the boyboy at entrance as i habb been doing tat. again, i hear his name wrongly again. haaLOL. the last boyboy is the cutest oso quite handsome. haa. he waved at me and gibb me a goodbye kiss! SO CUTE!!! =))

btw, am i weird? cos the guy who had the same lunch break as me say i'm weird. he said: " ze mo ni wen na mo duo qi guai de wen ti de" will meh? haa. i donno. abt punch card tat ting, every nite after housekeepin if forget to punch card, there will be ppl punhcing for you. haa. so lucky!

today muz thanx weihao! haa. this morning he ask maristella not to put me at the entrance. at first i tot he fan gan about my voice. [actualli i oso quite fan gan about it. cos nobody wan to tk over den i will purposely drag the tone. whahah.] but glenn told me tat he is not. he say he saw me standing so long for the past two day so he wan me to change to other. hOhOhO! weihao rocks man! muz realli thanx him! oso muz thanx glenn for telling me tat. =)) btw, early morning glenn came and ji siao again. ask me wad is my name. i told him HUIYING. he replx " no, my[his] name is HI WELCOME while mine is BYE SEEYOU!" all thanx to the entrance and he ji siao me everyday whenever he see me! anyway, the said they miss my voice. haa. before going off. they ask me say "hi,welcome and bye see you in a nicer and sweeter voice" haa. all actin cute in the store. weihao crazy one. ask me go in front of my manager to say bye bye seeyou in a cute voice. pig lo. haa. but they are fun ppl! =))

tmr wun be free. need to wake up so earli. 11 plus. go out to buy thing. after tat would be my uncle's ROM and buffet dinner. yeah! whahah. OFF day tmr. SHIOK! btw, tmr all the fun ppl are not working anymore due to study. haix. whyy. sad. left jasmine my talking partner. haa. and alicia. tmr OFF! YEAH! i will miss them sia! haa.

btw, went to meet sJia jst now. hOhOhO. finally, i passed her the present. the present wad she got for me is wad i wanted to buy for her in the first place. TELEPATHY! haa. thanx sJia! i will work hard for the deal! okie? will try to be special and memorable. better than this! haa. =))

tym for bed. my legs are NUMB!

finally my staus is online! LOL.

24th of DEC. is the eve of xmas and is my first day at work. work till close. super tired! after tat came back to hougang to meet them for supper at the diam sum there. knoe wadx. i count down ALONE. when the clock strike 00:00:00. ke ai de wo jiu dui zi ji shou merry xmas. LOL. came home slp and is XMAS! anyway, at least ppl said merry xmas to me. two not bad looking guys. haa =X

25th of DEC. again, i'm working. till close again. my LEG! feel lik choppin it OFF! after work, went to find them for supper again. this tym round is 401. went to void deck to chit chat after tat. police came and say tat we are noisy. got ppl complain den dey took our ic to copy our name. the policeman quite yandao. haa=X. den chao act cool. but he luff at the thing i said. chao chao guo 3 ci hui ze mo yang? cos i cant say in the correct tone. haa. den chit chat till 3 plus and after tat home sweet home. jocelyn came to my hse to ton. high until 5 den slp.

TODAY. work again. after 4 hours of slp woke up and went for breakfast. after tat went to work again. today super tired. do all those housekeepin. again, same break wibb tat guy. so swuay. haa. jkjk. fit zai make my day BRIGHT. haa. he's call glenn. b4 he left he use his fist to hit his heart tat side and say he respect! yeah! fit zai! cos this 3 days i kip doin entrance de fit zai kip comin to ji siao me. haa. budden is fun. my outlet not bad bah. =))

TMR is a GIFT. haa. morning to 7! YEAH! after tat i'm meetin sJia! HURRAY! haa. den shun bian go get sum thing. tym for BED! NITE NITE! btw, i forgot to punch my card before going home. donno wad will happen to me tmr. god bless!

though working is tire but some frdds over there are FUN! haa.

hOO. wad a day. again, i waste a day slacking. listening to my POP song. DANG! super nice! haa. got the POP fotos rom already. going to upload fotos soon! all the hunks and babes from OLEY! haa. anyway, i still haben got present yet. HOW? arggghs. can i gibb a belated one? =xXx. going to bed soon as im going to wake up super early to help my mum to sell newspaper. so nice of me huh? =X i'm going to get all the present ready! soon...

went down to town today. got a present for sJia already. haa. kinda satisfied wibb it. LOL. ard 6, went to meet up wibb cx they all. yupp. btw, jocelyn saw 54 bucks lying on the floor! she shouted my name loudly and point at it. in the end, we didnt pick up. we jst continue walking. argghs! forget it. wanted to watch king kong but tickets are all selling out fast. so, we decided to go to the airport. i love to see plane flying! its NICE!!!! haa. >.< in the end, fetch nothing. haa. too bad. gonna to buy thing tmr. still thinking about wad to buy. maybe going to watch king kong wibb jocelyn, hanbin and cx. yupp. i wan to watch king kong~ haa. a 3 hr show? super long!

your absence makes a difference but does my absence makes a difference to you?

woke up super early. nothing much to blog about. going to go out tmr. yupp. i'm not looking forward to this year xmas. it sucks! grrr. eveybody seems to be busy and is hard to gather together. don even hab the mood to get the present for now. FREAK. lonely xmas. LEAVE ME ALONE!

i'm not okay
even the heart is broken,it'll continue to beat / your absence makes a difference.

just got home not long ago. yupp. today is my mum and joey's dad birthday. so qiao. happy birthday to them. =))

manage to tell cow about the batt thing. in the end he just said nvm which made me more guilty but no matter what,im gonna to gibb him back the batt. if not i will be very guilty. sumore this thing bother me from tat day i lost the batt. first tym losing frdd's thing sia. haix. lousy me.

going to bath and rest le. tmr derek gettin his result. all the best to him. going to find job tmr again. all the best to me too.

HUIYING-even if the heart is broken, it will continue to beat / your absence makes a difference

kinda long neber blog? haa. here to update. will be updating 15 of DEC. will be the most impt day of my life. =) will be a LONG entry!

15 DEC 2005. today is the day where OLEY will pass out together. woke up in the early morning and went off to skool. almost all of us had reach xcepet ben and mark. haa. the day start off wibb captain ball. a game which OLEY seldom play. haa. my grp came in in the SECOND position. lose to the ang bro cos ben has LONG HAND! haa. after tat was OLEY vs nco and cadets. during the first half. we lose to dem 4 balls! 0-4! haa. but during the second half, we show them the OLEY spirit. LOL. we WON the game by 2-3 balls! =))

after the game was pre-POP. the very last time that we will march and drill together. during the pre-POP, i did sth wrong! when the pc shouted keluar baris, i turn to the left instead of the right. i donno whyy oso. when yonglin saw me facing him, he was shock and joey's eyes almost pop out and my squad was laughin! wondering wad i was doin during tat moment. haa. after pre-POP was tym to get change into full-u and is tym to start the parade. i tink almost the qhole squad got promoted to ssgt. yupp. my sec 2 2005, whole squad promoted! whahaha. yeah! there were four best unit cadet: raymond and agnes(hq) yonglin and me (skool). yupp. shout our OLEY cheer and threw our beret up high up! POP le! felt kinda sad and happy? donno why. yonglin's speech was touching. still rmb tat nite at yonglin's hse, i was laughin at his speech saying tat is was funnie but on the actual day, i was touched. yupp.

after tat was foto taking session. took a lot of fotos! haa. DEREK ANG used his beret to hit my head! SUPER PAIN. grrr. haa. gonna to update the fotos soon and after we finish taking foto, went to habb our lunch. didnt eat much cos don realli feel lik eating. yupp. habb our usual YUM SENG. haa. went home after lunch to hab our shower and meet the guys to go skool together. we waited for them to get ready for farewell and while waiting, we took fotos again. haa. this yr farewell party is special cos is lik hong xin da jiang. sumore got xin guang da dao. haa. i tink among all im the most xin fu de le. haa. knoe whyy. everyone habb one partner only. as for me, i got TWO! haa. the two handsome. cx and fusheng. LOL. envious bah? keke. >.< after tat was the satrt of our farewell party.

the part was kinda fun. me and fusheng was ask to sing jian ao w/o prepared! my voice is like...ya. haa. performance was funnie. haa. den the prize giving. yupp. happy moment pass fast. finally, it had come to the finale. 3 songs, dang, dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui and wo nan guo. the first two song was okie but for the lasst song i really cant stand. stand in front, tears started to roll down. almost all of us are having watery eyes. yupp. the speech given by everyone and joey was touching. erally cant stand the atmosphere. all of us were bery sad. we end off the farewell party by singing lang hua yi duo duo and our cheer. the whole squad gibb joey a hug in order to thank him as he was the one who watch us grow since we step into npcc. yupp.

again, is foto taking session again. after tat, went down to pasir ris to habb our bbq. bbq was okie. im pro at it. haa. took foto and habb fun wibb dem. went home at ard 2 plus and tat marks the end of my npcc life. ya. it mark the end of the chapter and oso a start of my new chapter.

OLEY is make up of 24 peep. 4 yrs, we went thru thick and thin. we sweat, we cry, we sing, we drill, we play and we crap together. the days we had will never be replace. wanna to thank them for giving me such a wonderful tym. the days we had were really memorable. will rmb all the outing we habb and all the camps we habb been thru. yupp. OLEY ROCK! =))

JOEY PEAR. thanx him for giving us such a nice day. though is not up to his expectation but we really did enjoy the farewell alot. though the flash cant be shown during the farewell party, i guess he will send the flash thru mail bah. alon, wanna to thank him for guiding us thru out the 4 yrs. though there are lots of conflicts between the squad and him, i guess let bygone be bygone. tat the past. yupp. thank you=)

SEC 3(2005). thanx them for puttin in so much effort in this yr pop, farewell party and bbq=)

SEC 2 (2005) my squad! haa. congrats to them as the 10 of dem weere promoted! =))

today is the first day of nrc i tink everything is fine. yupp.after that, went to mall and knoe wad! a malay girl carried her cat into the mall. at first i tot is none of my business so why shld i care. but the prob is she carried her cat and when she walk pass me, the cat tocuhed me!!!! arghhhsss!!!!! at tat very moment i shouted "eeEeeee" loudly. seriously I HATE CATS! yes i do!forget about it. btw, bird got the call for the company already, while i'm still waiting again. dumb. findin job after nrc. yes! i can do it. haix.

anyway, i'm prud to say that i finished fixing my puzzle jst now! 500 pieces within 3 nite and is my first tym! haa! =)) the puzzle look nice but i prefer puzzle world's puzzle. OF COS! haa. gonna to get myself one when i hab $$$.

weekend is here! did'nt do anything much. jst slack at home. went out to habb dinner with my familt and came home. bought those puzzle at mini toons to kill tym. now channel u is showing star award. rmb tat day they came to my hse to watch and try chef lee's cooking. haa! LOL. anyway, thats the past. i wan to finish the puzzle soon! i'm not going to take a week but 3 days! hope i can. cos i'm having nrc soon. =pPp

it's hard to find someone like you and it's hard to walk away from you but if you're happy without me, i ought to feel the same as long as you are happy. i am trying to walk away.... but it seems to be a hard task for me to walk away...so near yet so far...it is not the same as the past anymore...how am i going the fill the gaps? shld i walk away or continue filling up the gaps..

new blog skin

haa. thanx to gera! haa. i love this blogkin! it is nice! super sweet! i'm loving it! =)) haa. went for 2 interview today. again, they gave the same old sentence. we will call you soon. anyway,forget about it. there isn't a need to grumble so much as it is not a good solution. yeah.

it's hard to find someone like you and it's hard to walk away from you but if you're happy without me, i ought to feel the same as long as you are happy. walking away....

slacking...

i have been slacking for so many days. i did went for job interview but it didnt succeed. life after studies is hard. hais. forget it.
broken dream . dream will never become reality.
i got a replx which i find it kinda nice though is a different meaning of dream. my dream refers to those dream that happened during our slping hr. while this is about the real dream which is aka goal.

dream without action that is for sure it will not become reality.
dream that you work on it, fight for it i'm sure it will become reality.
there is nothing free in this world =)

thanx that person for the 3 sentences. haa.

SLACKING IN PROCESS

i've been slacking every now and then. having a super slack life at the moment which i don lik as i wun have any money for xmas and xmas will is coming soon! i mean REAL SOON! went to hace breakfast with my girls in the early morning. at least all of them came as yuan zi is going to taiwan today so we acc her to have breakfast.early morning, nonsense could be heard and also our usual laughter. yupp.

after our breakfast, went to skool as i'm having meeting in skool. before the meeting start, we went to "tour" ard the skool. big changes. especially the buildings and though concourse is not demolished but the toilet is super small for now! LOL. after that the girls went off and is the start of my meeting. yupps. after that, went home to sleep and slack. super bored. going to bed soon as i have to go my grandma hse early in the morning to pass the camera to my uncle and get all the fotos upload and burn into rom. NITE!

FOTOS will be upload tmr NITE! stay tune! haa.LOL

even if my heart is broken, it will continues to beat. life goes on...

PROM NITE

29.11.2005!
woke up super early this morning due to the vibration of my fone. went back to sleep and got up at 9plus as i'm going to acc gera to do her hair. her hair look nice=). went home and slack till 2 plus and is my turn to make my hair. super duper straight. haaLOL. after tat my dad send me to angeline hse to do make-up. yeah. my make up was fine and went to biling's house to prepare. after changing, i was the only one super free while the rest are busy wibb their stuffs.

got out of ling hse at 6pm and meet up wibb the rest. the two couple shared one cab while me,ting,yuan and linwei share one. the first unlucky thing happen. the cab driver drove us to the wrong destination. he drove us to marina mandarin instead of Meritus Mandarin. arghs! he went one round and finally drive us to our destination. we reach dere late while the two couples went up already. took fotos wibb frdds. super nice! haa. the five of us were not bad. jeramy look great! he is bery shuai! LOL. puay boon is super super super super shuai and charming! serious! nid alot of super sia.haaLOL. he is the our PROM KING and hazel our PROM QUEEN! LOL. btw, our table shouted for the wrong couple. we wanted to cheer for ali and fusheng, in the end we cheer for sec5 de gabriel and my clz de adeline.LOL. we are the onli table which shouted =X

btw, fusheng wore until super kool. haa. cx look great! hanbin look si wen. haa. which i told him. second unlucky thing happened. my cam batt was low! luckily, emmeline's cam is sth same as mine and batt is the same! saviour! saw miss tan and she was say " wah. huiying. so nice. i was wondering how u will look lik tonite." haa. den miss lim came and say " just nw npcc take foto u neber go" totalli lao lo. haix. forget it. FATE!

the party was high. especially chosing prom king tat tym. super high! haa. shouted lik mad. btw, the guy who serve our table is super funnie and abit cute la. haa. i say i wanted the cracker on the dish cos he neber gibb me. after serving all, he gave me one piece and said "na. ni de keropo." haaLOL. the food is not really nice =X yeah. the prizes is the worse! LOL. got a two person voucher for lunch at the hotel. ya? haa. ytd nite pass real fast. after the party, went around to take foto. alot! haa. i love all the fotos i took! esp wibb liangsheng! LOL. tat CUTE foto! haa. and that geraldine went to send ppl! almost skin her alive! LOL

the last unlucky which is the most unlucky thing happened! my heel! broken! the heel duan dian yi dian dian norx! all thx to someone! i will take my revenge soon. haa.LOL. went to orchard to take mrt. no more traing and our onli choice was to take to toa payoh to change to bus 153. in the end,me,linwei and ting sat my dad's car home while yuan zi and weiyu go take sweet journey home. LOL. went to packet supper and came home. took foto wibb my bro and show my mum all the foto. haaLOL. she was luffing. yeah. I LOVE PROM NITE! gonna to upload foto soon. try my best. haaLOL.

i miss ytd nite man. LOTS. anyway, i spend quite a long tym to wash my hair! wash my hair wibb shampoo twice! haa. my hair is super dry now. i wan to upload foto! haa. shld hab tk cable from my uncle man! regret!

MOST unlucky thing:
1) WRONG DESTINATION
2) LOW BATT FOR MY CAM
3) BROKEN HEELS

MOST happy thing:
1)FOTOS!
2)THE PARTY!
3) FOTOS! haa.

ILOVEPROMNITE! =))